i just watched turning point on channel 8. and it's about this guy who killed someone. he was really really miserable and his guilt was killing him. but when he went into jail and broke down. he saw a bible beside him. though he was quite illiterate but when he picked up the book. he said he acty understood what was written inside.

and i felt that was really amazing. god can do wonders and he will be there for us. it says that when u r in darkness, u are about to enter the light of god. and it's true. i really cant wait to go to the miracle service after promos with carmen. i really wish to see for myself the miracles god can do . i really love god. he's always there.

yea, and the man after he's out from prison, he wanted to fulfil his childhood dream to become a lifeguard. and the dream became so far apart from him because he was an ex- convict. but he was encouraged by an uncle and went for the interview but got rejected because he was lowly educated. but he never gave up. while being a chef, he took up night classes and also took up lessons to be a swimming coach. he has tatoos all over his back so he was ostracized in the beginning. but he never gave up.

finally, he was certified as a level 1 swimming coach and also passed his secondary 2 english=) yea, so he went for the interview as a life guard again. he told them about his past. and they asked him why he wants to be a lifeguard. he told them. "i killed someone before and i really wish to save the life of others." and he was accepted.

then he thanked the ppl who helped him and he really hope to apologize to the family of the guy he killed. but the lawyers told him it is better not to let the family members remember the bitter past. so he apologized over the television. he said he was really sorry and he hope to receive their forgiveness. he prayed for them to be fine everyday. and i cried when i hear what he said. i pray for him and the victim's family members to be fine too.

i believe that in life we all make mistakes. all of us sin. but jesus did not judge us. instead he loves us so much that he sent his only son to us. so that whoever believes in him will receive eternal life. so we should not judge people also. i'll learn very hard not to judge people but accept people for who they really are.

just sharing this story. and jevon might be quitting school. though i must say i really cant agree with the way he does things sometimes. but i do wish him all the best in his future endeavours whatever his choice might be.

also to hx: if one day u decided to change your mind and wish to know more about god. rmb i'm still here 24/7=) as the days go by and as we spend more time with each other. i really enjoy your presence and i really love you as a friend. i understand u have ur boundaries but i really hope to pull you over to be salvaged.

yea promos starting le.wish everyone all the best. hope all our hard work pays off ppl! 1406 we can do it de. and jan mei thanks for your email. i really love jey! and steph for ur emails too=) dun be too stress kaes? love all you guys!

rained @ 8:52 PM

=) study study hardddddd........ i wanna get promotedddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! econs econns econsss... pls be nice to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............. jia you everyone!! i got so many things i wanna do aft promos!!! and aft my pw!! must chiong my 3 weeks aft prmos to do pw!!

-tidy my room( real clean!)
-dhs dinner
-obs =)
-go back dhs!! help at atc!
-tjc open house
-meet my friendss and lotsa outings!
-go to healing session with carmen!
-sc and leo meetings!!
-go kbox and watch a movie! gosh haven done this 2 things for a real long time le..
-eattt nice food!!
-chaletss!!
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morre more more moreeee!!


HAHAHA!! just saw huixian's blog abt the funny concersation we had--> http://meaningless.ebloggy.com/
super no link. had a great laugh when huixian told us abt what we said! dunno how we manage to understand each other. wahahaha!!! we're a LIL wierd.. hahaha! gosh! so funnyy..

gor gor not back yet. bet he's having a great DATE with ronald. wahhaha! i seriously need some tuition teacher sitting beside me to ans me questions. i dunno the ans i very cek kek. hahaha!

rained @ 9:39 PM

stayed back everyday till 7 to study. i think i'm slow in learning and applying concepts. i need to be twice as hardworking to catch up but i'm so lazy! gosh!! promos promos!! i miss sc and leo club activity and going out with friends!!

this website is great. click on it and light up the candle of these kids yea? really meaningful.. http://www.lightamillioncandles.com

carmen!! replyyyyyyy

rained @ 10:19 PM

today! TCC's first outing! hahaa.. went to queesway to find jersey for council. took bus for an hour lah. like on aeroplane liddat, sit until leg numb! yea searched for jersey! saw a few nice one. hahhaa! i'm taught the skills of how to shop. must make the seller feel u dun have them also can. haha! then can get good price! heh.. yea! so we finally settled for the orange nike jersey=) yea, aft tt we ate laksa and taiwan sausage and bubble tea. then went mCdonalds' to eat apple pie and nuggets. pig loh. hahha! yea, waited till 8 sth for the stock of jersey to come! then send for printing at the shop we printed our 4a jersey! i like that shop! they charge us $5 for printing only=) hhaha! yea. aft tt went home. just came back and bath. though dint study much today! but had a fun day with TCC! more outing yea? love you guys!=) hope the rest will like the jersey too coz it's prettaye!!

rained @ 10:40 PM

promosssss!! i starting to feel the stress these few days when i'm back in sch and ppl around me all pia-ing. y dint i feel it earlier. now i'm short of time!! ahhhh!! study study!! what am i doing here!! ciao! jia you everyone!! but dun forget the ppl around u! send a smile to them and make their day!=)

rained @ 8:40 PM

bad mood bad mood bad mood!!!!!!!!!!!! y u bother so much? oh ya! maybe it's pms! but it's neither post nor pre it's like in the middle! oh HAHA! try harder not funny!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

rained @ 11:15 PM

tml sch reopens! i love holidays! i cant wait to see the expressions when the rest step into SC room tml.. hhahaa! yea, dint study alot this hol! so lazy lah. kept sleeping! must go ssc tml onwards le! i study best there. yea, next 3 weeks study hard everyday aft sch! rmb do well for promos!!

yea, i m joining y practice! gao lao shi is right. aft pri sch. it seems like arts is lacking in my life! and i do do enjoy performing alot. so, i shall plunge myself into this big family of y practice! i want a fulfiling year ahead!

carmen! we'll try hard okie? and make it an aim to include jesus in our life everyday. love you girl! takkaire!

rained @ 7:43 PM

some things cant be force. a lil prayer and leave it to god. thanks stephanie! i love u girl. u're always someone i can count on and trust since young. indeed jesus has make u and i better ppl.

had dinner at boon tong kee just now with mum dad er jie and gundy. i think whenever i got flu my appetite becomes super good. hhaha! ate 2 and a half bowl of rice just now. and i realize that boon tong kee has really nice food other than chicken rice. went fair price to buy groceries! miss target in america! and cheetos! hahaa. yea. now my 2 sis and 2 potential brother in law are playing majong downstairs..!!

carmen is alright now! carmen! really thankful to god! 1 month from now! u can run around jump around hop around skip around like no body business! and play ur favourtie hockey! loveya girl!

rained @ 12:01 AM

today! had council clean up!! gosh!! had so much fun cleaning up the room! we moved everything out of the room! yea everything! then aft that we mopped the floor and throw rubbish and then we moved the things back in and change the layout of the room! we had alot of silly videos filming the before, in process and after! =)) hahhaa! but was very fun! went to had checkup with the guys for obs! and also had pizza for lunch! and cheryl's TREAT!! my fav brownie!=O hahhaa..

then got this fat lizard in the room! so horrible! the guys try to chase it out! it hid behind the pa system! so they tried to get it out and the speaker fell off! so dangerous lah! then aft that the lizard went into the power plug with hole! and beng-er they all taped the power point up-__-
so now there's a lizard inside the power point! 30th mascot loh! can tell our junior the story of lizard on top of bernard and gloria! hahaa.

yea, then we found a new way to have a japanese table! we'll do that next time if we have a stayover for SOME business! hahahaa!

then natha tried to throw the box into the cupboard lah! omg! so scary coz the box got hit by the fan when i threw! so scary can?

yea, now the council room is real clean with aircon! even the lamps and fans are dust free! 30th are clean freaks=) but i love it that way! cheryl told me miss norsheha said it's the 1st time council ever mop the floor! but 30th is a batch who inspires to be diff and to be the best! to care and serve from within!

just wanna thank all those who made having an aircon and new door and window possible! pricipals and vp! the scta! esp miss norsheha! mr chang and mr tan (uncle!) of coz all the ppl who helped to fix the aircon and doors and windows! thanks so much! 30th really really aprreciates it! i believe our juniors too! yea, and the 30th who helped to clean the room! hard work everyone! now let's strive to keep our room real clean! maintain the way it is! we can do it!=)

rained @ 9:06 PM

today had class gathering at my house! 8 turned up! ping,cm,hx,momo,ron,jx,lb and me! hahaha sorry for being quite a bad host coz i went up to get drinks and titbits last min then i ate 80% of them! dunno y so piggish also.

yea, but we had lotsa fun playing majong bridge! 1 game of winning 11, then the dice game with smacking penalty! haha! and idiot! and bball +badminton! waaa.. alot of things accomplish at 1 day!

bridge was fun! idiot and dice game was funny! we love to sabo jx! smacked losers backside damn funny! hahhaa! then when we playing idiot, last person to do action will up 1 level. liubo suddenly stand up then all of us shock lah! then jx did a somersault! so silly and his elephant action! so difficult lah! so sad.. in the end i replied huiping and from lvl4 become lvl 6 idiot! last game i lost and then i'm level 7 idiot-__- but all of them talked to me! so we're all level 7 idiots=DD hahaha! yea, love 1406! but FULL attendance next time can? hahaha! looking forward to it very badly!

thanks huixian for the postcard! suppose to get the things from carmen today. but she dint contact me. hmm but it's a promise for me to try so i will..

rained @ 11:17 PM

everything is okie now. i prayed hard for you last night! thank god for giving her another chance. i'll try again. i promised. was so worried. slept with the hp by my side the whole night. everytime i received ur sis msg. i'll pray before reading it. luckily u're fine now. thank you for being strong. thank you family member of urs and thank you ronald. yea=) i'm glad. thnx god really.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! JANICE MEI AND DADDY!!=) hahaa.. daddy so noob lah. in the morn when i went down he said "aiyoh ocbc sent me sms to wish me happy bday leh! y none of you wished me yet?" hahaa! okie la! happy 53rd bday daddy! i love you! you're the GREATEST dad in the whole wide world. thnx for showering me with so much love since i was young!

and janice mei! i love you too! u're my bestest friend! how can i ever do without you! love you so much!=) so much times we've spent together! ups and downs. i'll treasure all of them forever! we'll be friends and sisters for life! JEY rockss!

rained @ 12:27 PM

aft phy remedial went pasar malam for lil class outing! okie, i've read alot of christian brochures and books today. haha! thnx to ronald and mw and bekah! yupp. good luck to you and you and you! i love my friends!

anyway, i know u're in there now. jesus pls bless my friend. she's scared. pls dun take her away yet. she's only 17. she wrote a letter to all of us. i really hope i wont get to read the letter. just let her be well and tell us personally. nothing matters anymore when u're about to die. why then do ppl not believe in god who will give us eternal life? i feel sad. esp when jesus crucify for us to allow us to have eternal life. why ppl dun believe? i dun really wanna go to heaven and see my friends in hell=(

rained @ 5:59 PM

today helped out at temasek pri as station masters=) very happy coz i knew more ppl in LEO! and i enjoy playing with the kids. they like no stress just play! hahaha.. then lunch was yummy. think when i hungry i eat so mei you yi tai. hahaha! yea, aft that me and cm went vj carnival! hahaha! saw jiaxu walking home. kept shouting his name but he dint see us so very funny. yea, met evad,jan,carmen,karen,charlotte and alot more dhs ppl! yea=) haha.. walked around and buy food and drinks. yea, then sat the "rainbow".. it's fun but they kept spinning us. i was so tired of shouting le lah then i hear alot of ppl complaining also!
evad: "my safety belt drop!"
karen: "this is not safe!"
hahaha.. then charlotte's hair was messy lah! cant help laughing when i saw her messy hair!
i just want the thing to stop lah. but it just went on and on.. think we sat for 7 min or sth.. haha bruises all over lah. pain.. but was quite fun lah! $6 worth it. hahaa..
yea then we played the slide thing.. so scared when i saw carmen cry! u'll be fine! dun be scared okie=) i love you, you'll be alrite! then we walked around and then to lucky draw! was fun to keep shouting redraW! lucky jan won the big big bear! hahaha! took pics with it!! and videos too.. hahhaaa!


















i love JEY!
yea.. carnival was not bad with all their company. aft that went home change then go for dinner! with family, gundy,qianjun, gundy's parents then gong gong popo and my dad new found long lost cousin! ate so much lah. but was yummy! sashimi then alot lah.. too much for me to rmb! just know kept eating for 2 hours! got wedding at same place. we could see. yea, saw the video.. so sweet.. they made the xiong di dress like a baby and must sing rock a bye baby and alot of silly stuff=) the bride is a model.. was on channel U once. showed in the video. hahaa. yea, i wonder how my wedding will be like. but now i really feel sad whenever i think of da jie moving out next year. not even a year acty, less than that. i really love my DA jie alot=) ALOT ALOT!=( sometimes i wonder if qian jun can come live with us so my da jie dun have to move out! hahaa.. silly.. and anyway prostituting is bad, saw alot of prostitutes just now. and alot of men got hooked on.

yea, anyway, wanna apologize to av! and really thank ben for being truthful to us! yea, i really appreciate their help alot. so it's sad that they are angry with us! smile! it's a happy DAY!!

rained @ 11:29 PM

yea! dA jie is back from melbourne with lotsa food! canot imagine life wout her when she get married next year.. will be quite lonely ba. with no one to ask lotsa ques to.. and hearing abt her day and mine..

yest was TD celebration=) i was so happy when the teachers told me that they find it meaningful. because it showed everything paid off. we stayed overnight at claire's house. made cg booklet, breakfast, video, prog booklet bla. caroline was feeding us with her nice sphagetti! 3 diff flavour.. YUMMMYYY!! hahaa.. thank you so much everyone who satyed till so late to help and claire for providing us shelter and food=) i love 30th!!=)

went early in the morn to put the breakfast. chiong the cg booklets and also the prog booklet. ran thru one. and then ppl start swarming in le. yea.. got some tech prob in btw. slide show and mass dance! i love my emcees jon and martin (mutton-__-)! for their joke! saved my day.
how many siblings does doreamon has? 25!
doreAman doreBmon.. HAHA!

then mass dance the cd wont play. so sad.

all in all! thankyou everyone!!
*the td comm: for all the hard work that we put in to make this a success!
*adi: for the nice slide show!=)
*cheryl and rishik: for mending the reception so that i do not have to worry a single thing about it. =)
*Prog comm: for all the auditions, run thrus and getting the performers ready=)..
*Decor comm: for the nice prog booklet, invitation card and cg letters! decor and countdown and the breakfast=)
*log comm: for getting the equip and av ready=)
*souv comm: for the sketch books and card, vouchers and file!=)
*SCTA and mdm noraini: for their great help!=)
*AVA: for always being there to help with the blck box and sound sys=)
*guitar and band: for loaning out of equpment=)
*photographic club: for the kind help to share the pics of the teachers=)
* TAs: for the 4000 smiles pic=)
* all the performers: to put up such a GREAT show!=)
*THE 30th! : for all the greatt help given in one way or another!<3

DID i miss out anyone? just a big thank to everyone!

by the time i went back to dhs teachers all having meeting le. and not much ppl left! so sad.. but i really love dhs! the familiar everything.. went out with sexy+3peas and wk aft tt!==) chill!
i love bear! and so sad dint get to see jan and my teachers

now! it's time to study for promos! go everyone! and bless all my friends. more and more getting sick! sying takkairee!!

rained @ 12:17 PM