TODAY acty is yest is CLAIRE NEO'S BDAY!!:):)

HAPPY BDAY CLAIRTY NEO NEO PU PU:)
thanks for being my beloved buttiee:) i'm so glad god placed atc'03 into my life and placed 2 angels tgt with it:) i love you girl! we've been thru so much ups downs quarrels happiness! so much tears and laughters:) i'm GLAD u've always been there! promise that no matter what happens next time, my shoulder will always be here, my ears will always be here, my hug will always be here, my support will always be here, my sunshine smile will always be here:) hope u enjoyed ur bday coz this is what exactly happened...

yest, ping and i discussed on the phone. we decided to surprise her with a dinner treat at home! but this morn, ping was so sick. TAKKAIRE GIRL:) and thus, i go forth with the plan. told her wanna meet her at 5pm. but she called to say meet at 6pm instead. and i was quite glad lah. coz i plan to go her house cook and meet her. she'll get a surprise when she return home. obviously i over-estimated myself. hahah!

i arrived at her house, and her maid refused to let me in coz she dunno who i am and she dunno how to speak english. when claire's mum finally let me in, her dogs attacked me! i think i very brave today! i confronted the dogs a few times. HAHAA! so, i was like looking for all the ingredients at her house and her maid dun understand everything i say! i almost died trying to make her understand me! i took almost an hour finding the things i needed lah! luckily her mum came to my rescue, but her mum was really sick.

yup, so i like did the flour for the choc balls according to my supersonic memory! whaha! yea, and i made a mess out of her kitchen! i poured flour everywhere and i had to clean up using i dunno what cloth. hahah. then like cooking rice twice coz i think i dint cook enough. then like i was REALLY A CHEF of my own messy kitchen lah! quite funny acty! hahaha.

so like, ping called me to say clarissa coming over with carmen and christina! and clarissa called me! so we devise plan! haha. i call off meeting at 530pm and ask claire's mum call her come back eat. but then i realized my phone batt was flat. so i called ping. luckily i rmb her no. or i m dead! yuyp, so ping told me she'll msg claire tell her i cant make it. then i went up claire's mum room and she was sleeping! i dint wanna wake her up. so i called ping again. she told me tell carmen to tell claire that she broke up with her bf and ask claire come back home console her!

hahah! so like i asked ping to gimme clarissa's no. so i contacted clarissa who contacted carmen who contacted claire! this is what happens when u dun have ur hp with u. hahah! yea! so like aft that i continue cooking. and then like i called clarissa. she told me that claire told carmen she meeting me. means ping's msg dint reach her. so i called claire tell her i got OGL stuff to do cant meet her. so she said okie. haha she's meeting carmen. phew. luckily she dint scold me.

then i continued cooking. the telephone rang. then i went to pick up. and was clarissa. so like she told me claire refuses to come home. asked carmen to go all places but come home. haha! then carmen called me. then i told carmen just cry to claire. and say u at her house dun wanna go town. so carmen really CRIED! wahahha:) super funny coz that brought claire home! and when i went back to kitchen, i GOT A SHOCK OF MY LIFE! the pot was on fire! BIG fire!!! hahaha! i was so flustered lah. then the dogs keep barking and trying to bite me! BOX THEM LARH! haha then claire's uncle to rescue blow out fire and brought the pot out then pour alot of water on it. then the fore stopped! PHEW! i almost became an arson lah!

yea, then i realized how slow i was. claire on her way back and i haven cook my pineapple rice nor chocolate ball! i needed help DESPERATELY lah! luckily carmen and clarissa came! YEA, so i managed to finished everything with their help! oh ya! claire, ur house no sausage lah! either that or ur maid dun understand what i saying. hahaha! yupp! so like the plan was successful. so we awaited claire while chiong-ing our cooking!

so chioong chiong chiongg! kitchen in big mess! and the balls still making! smart them tell me must put egg so the ssesame will stick. haha! yup! and carmen keep suaning my ball! but it turned out nice:) wooo! i'm so PRO! hahaha! YEA! christina came aft that! more help.

yea, claire came home then like carmen went to her and hug her and cry non stop. carmen suppose to bring claire up to her room. but claire insisted on pouring a glass of water and thus she found us. working non stop! hahaha! yea, we locked her out of kitchen and finished our master piece! so like with their help! we finished the choc balls which is put in the shape of 17. my pineapple rice:) [rmb our campcook! hahaha] the brownie cake with pretty heartshape and c! and the card done.

yea! so we had fun! eating taking pics and talking:) hope u like the SURPRISE claire:) YEA! haha! the surprise made her really sad lah! haha! okie, enjoy ur bday! i love youuu! and THAT'S THE BOMB SHELL MAN! seriously

god bless all my friends! thanks for putting them in my life!
:) qi received altar call! i'm REALLY GLADD for you! i love you my DEAR lordd!

rained @ 1:45 AM

it's christmas! 2006 years ago, a king was born. he created us yet we sinned against HIM. but he never gave up HIS love for us. He chose to come down amongst us. He lived our life and went thru everything we experienced on earth. HE lived to die. HE knew what would happen to HIM on earth. HE knew HE would be crucified yet HE came down. HE performed miracles and convinced alot to believe in HIM. HE died on the cross for us so that our sins may be forgiven. HE was forsaken by us and we were forgiven be HIM. HE rose from dead and HE was glorified! amazing love how can it be that you my king would die for me.........

i love my god! and this is my happiest christmas 17 years of my life! i'm glad i found you now. i'm glad you came to take over my life. i went church in the morning. i was so afraid to ask at first. but like i kept praying about it and like when in the morn before i asked, i saw a brochure on gor's table. it wrote from fear to fear. from the fear we experience to the fear for god!

and so i asked, it's amazing! coz she allowed gor and i to go and even asked us to bring helen along=) helen is my maid and i'm glad i have her company! she even fetch us to the mrt station:)
so i brought them to my church! PRAISE the LORD! we were in the overflow overflow overflow room! which means alot of ppl went! so glad! the play was great. was very touching. there were times where ppl were really really down in life and god's presence seem fake.

this man has a retarded brother and he lost his job. his parents ditched them. when he lost his job, he tried to comfort himself by trying to thank god. he said, " i wanna thank god for...." and he said no more. he could not think of anything to thank god for and he was really irritated with his life. he scolded god "are u even there? we prayed to you everyday yet none of our prayer came true. are u even listening to us?" and when he scolded god, his retarded brother heard him, then his bro said to him, " god is there, god is listening." so he scolded his bro, "no he's not there. he's not real. stop believing in HIM" the next day, the retarded bro told his depressed brother, " god is there. He loves us. He loves me that's why He sent you to take care of me" and it was really touching!

thank god for all circumstance. have faith. it may seem as though HE's not there sometimes, but HE always is. HE always listens and looks after us. i felt god's presence strong! and it makes me really really thankful and happy that i'm able to stay in his sanctuary for eternity!

the service today answered the most tackling problem i faced. family not being salvaged. but it really encouraged me. to know that HE somehow always provides me answer through the service i go to. like really amazing lah!

Mary and Joseph were both in dilemna of this baby in mary's womb. HE was conceived in the womb supernaturally without having sex. what would ppl said. ppl would not believe what they say about angels coming to them to tell them that they are chosen to be parents of JESUS. and the baby just arrive into mary's womb? imagine all the things runnning thru their minds. lord told them "FEAR NOT!". and they have faith in HIM. they gave birth to JESUS! and we were saved from that day onwards. there's nth that Lord cant do if it is in HIS plan.

pastor rony then said, ur family may be taoist or buddhist all ur life. and accepting JESUS as ur savior would bring u criticism and being condemed by ur family members. but when LORD wants to do sth, nth can stop HIM. HE has to begin with somebody in the family. and i'm the somebody. soon there will be this chained reaction and everyone in my family will be salvaged!:)
christmas message for me this year!! thanks god! and the service really gave me encouragement to my problem! :)

then went ajisen for family lunch! gor has to go back army later. i'm really glad he came back for christmas. He told me about demon attack in his bunk. everyone was woken up either coz of the noise or they felt sth pressed against them and touching them. everyone saw the furnitures moved and swinging and were awfully scared. but gor dint know anything about it till they told him the next day. He was the only one in his bunk out of 12 ppl that slept peacefully throughout the night:) he was the only believer in the bunk. i know u all will say it's superstitious. but my bro and sis of christ, u know the real reason why.

rained @ 4:57 PM

it's christmas EVE! i was talking to kenneth online and it was quite a long talk! u're not just a senior to me! more than that! a brother of mine, child of god! i cant wait to give u a hug mr kenneth:) i'll pray that ur problem will be solved as he show u the way. if i were in ur shoes, i'll be lost too. but trust HE'll show answers to both me and you!

then was hearing from beng about peizhi's baptism! i cant wait to see one baptism ceremony with my own eyes! wished i was there! really happy for you peizhi! and thanks beng for the encouragement that my time will come telling me: place your faith in the LORD and he'll give you the courage to stand even the strongest of all challenges!

my friends are angels sent to me by HIM! even if i'm persecuted, it's not for eternal! thanks wayne for sharing that with me! i truly love my friends and i LOVE HIM for bringing them to me! :)

gor is coming back later! i really cant waittt! this test is so tough but i feel even if i fail, i'm not defeated coz HE's always holding me in HIS hands! and i'll keep trying coz of HIM..

rained @ 5:24 PM

yest carmen evad and val came my house to slack and play majong:) met up with my 4a besties! er jie was telling me i am a bad host coz i fell asleep on the sofa drooling and left evadne alone watching TV. hahaha! sorry girl! but i tot in the afternoon carmen just praised me for my hospitality. so it's contradicting! am i a good host or a bad host? HAHAA!

I think HE taught me a lesson yest about how bad rumours is by letting me experience it for myself! so i'm learning not to spread rumours about ppl. it's real bad! :)

today went back sch for mass dance today! damn high dancing dhoom:) after that had briefing with all the MEES and then went to tamp for pizza hut lunchhh! then after that they went IKEA and COURTS in search of new council sofa:) yea, love my council coz ppl will take initiative to clean up the room, to wash the sofa cover and to look for new things to beautify it:) it's a home for me in TJ!

yup, after that met yulin! the show was great and funny:) i learnt more about HIM and what jesus did on earth! it's a miracle! and i know the true meaning to christmas finally:) then i learnt about light! HE is light and light is life, light dispels darkness,light gives vision.

There were things that i tot described her situation and would help her. i prayed for her throughout that she will find solutions to her problems after hearing the words. but she dint go in the end. partially my fot! :( so sad! should have asked her to go with me! anw,hx was telling me online abt how i approach ppl. maybe i should talk in a roundabout manner so i wont turn ppl off. but acty when i talk i talk truth and it just comes coz truth is the easiest words to say. maybe it's sth i'll learn as i move along and i believe HE'll bless me with the correct words and tone. thnx anw, for telling me:)

AND thanks for the blessing yulin, wayne, may and mingwei:) it meant alot to me. maybe HE saw i wasnt strong enough and was showing me the way. i just felt like going out. i cant wait for gor to come back tml really! my angel brother! i pray for courage! i need it ALOT!

peizhi is getting baptised tml:) i feel happy for you girl! really! i cant wait for my day to come too! your walk with HIM will be unique. one that only you and HIM knows. your life will be different:) GLAD FOR YOU SERIOUSLY:)

i wanna wish you a merry christmas
i wanna wish you a merry christmas
i wanna wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart!!! :)

rained @ 1:58 AM

=) dsa camp yest! was a great success! we rock ppl!:) time to inspire! retreat..alot more planning to do! went out with council to pool after that! and thanks steph for bringing me there and sharing so much with me! i really love u girl for i can share everything with u coz u are so understanding! and it has been an eye opener for me really! though quite diff, we know it doesnt matter coz it's the same!! i'll miss you again when u leave for hol! u've been missing in action so much this hol! hahaha:) but time for you to have a break!

yea, then had a game of pool! steph taught us games she learnt at syc so we were challenging each other! hahaha! beng cmi lah! hahah bang me 1st time then 2nd time both hands diff side then he cant coordinate! HAHAHA! and dinner at katong laksa! saw my onisan! mr sidZ. hahaha! he blabber jap to me lah! trying hard to catch what he saying. hhaaha! then after that SETTLERS! and guess what we play? of course our family business lah! hahaha!
:) had fun forming allies and then killing each other after allies broke. beng won in the end. haha! he HIT me-__- yea, then had democrazy game! hahaha! quite fun lah! like voting for rules! yea, then we played jungle speed! always best to put it at the end! coz everyone very high! hahaha!:) yea, steph and i ended the day by eating ice cream! hahaha:) TOLD U I LOVE MY COUNCIL LE COZ OF THESE FUN AND TRUE PPL!:)

today met carmen tong in afternoon! love my tickling partner:) we walked around randomly looking for christmas present! hahaha WEN BIN SOMEONE PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT FOR YOUR PRESENT! yea:) caught up with my tickling partner about our life the past few weeks!
we went into this christian shop! so we chose cards for each other! and wrote message behind. we dint know what the other party chose! but then it turned out to be the SAME! AHHH! great surprise and god's plan! :) i'm so sorry the angel i drew is not exactly angelic! hahahah! carmen got a shock when she saw it! WAHAHHA! the card is so meaningful dear! esp since it's the same! HAHHAA! we gonna go for FUSION and attachment tgt! :) love you darling! more outings for us! hahhaa! visit miss goh for cny yea? our favourite teacher:)

evadne just told me u coming my house! seems like we're meeting again TML! hahhaha! now who says i have no friend CARMEN! u cant wait to make friend with me loh! hahhaha!

after that met stephanie and jia ning:) haven seen both of them for so longg! so we had dinner and talked! caught up with each other's life. we're all pretty much the same! so quite glad:) yea! thanks steph for my belated bday gift! i love it dear:) -hugx- though we dun often meet but i know u're always there when i need you! i must be quiet that's why u love hanging out with me RITE? hahahaha!


AND happy bday ruiyang!:)

rained @ 12:46 AM

today! went back sch dsa briefing! then lazy to meet carol. so cm and i went to see the lighting with zhizhan. quite cool lah. at least suaku me know alil bit more about lighting.. yup was really late for BBQ. went to buy our gift! it was raining cats and dogs the whole day! so was really wet. sorry huixian made u wait so long! anw, cm and i got off wrong stop but we met bekah! lucky her or she would get lost! hahaha! =)

yea, later got change of plan. decided to go gordon's house instead. so the BBQ pit is like at gordon's fake house. now we going to his real house! hahahha! on our way chormin and i kept splashing water at each other and bekah! HAHAA! and we sang christmas carols! so our BBQ was acty microwaving, frying, ovening and BBQ-ing! cm said we're like 1 big family liddat=) kindda coool lah! love fourteeen! our food all turned out really nice! hhhahhaa! but his house was quite in a big mess coz of us! THANKS GORDON FOR HOSTING!=)

we exchanged gifts! pick like 4 times before we dint get any of our own gift! i got bekah's one! it's our class massage equipment. the one cm also bring to sch but the boxing glove design! coool eh?" thankss bekahh! cm got mine! SURPRISE! HAHAAA! yea, we caught MOMO in surprise too! hahaha! sang bday song!

then gordon's sis very cute! she revealed all the dirty little secrets of his brother! HOHOO! we're so gonna tease u gordon for..... HAHAHAA! and bekah so amused by her jokes!

=) so was quite glad it rained! coz gordon's house was really great and we ate DOBY hot dogs! HAHAA! bekah's joke! doby is gordon's dog and it's really cute. if u give it food and u say NO. it wont eat until u say okie doby then it will eat! HAHAA! coool.

yea, had fun day with fourteen! love u bunch! really thankful god sent u guys into my life=) quite alot not here today though! more on the next outing! =) next year we'll pia hard for our A and do well TGT ppl! we can do it! fourtenn rocks my socks! hahhaa!

yup, i'll pray for ur grandfather. have faith in our god=) and be strong boy! SUNSHINE SMILE from yingxiuuuu!

rained @ 12:59 AM

claire accidentally sent this to me.
http://www.livingstreams.org.sg/lync/stories/god%20listens%20by%20Samuel%20Giam.html

but i read it and it's so encouraging! came at the right time=) this hol, my brothers and sisters, child of god has shared with me so much stories and things they're experiencing. and it's so encouraging! we're bonded strongly by HIM in spirit and in truth!=) the feeling of LOVE is so greattt! i'm flooding in LOVE!! i cant wait to spread god's love to everyone and to every corner of the earth!=)

esp when christmas is drawing near! friends who know what i want. keep praying for me. i'm sure it'll come true for me. carmen is so understanding! she knows exactly how i would feel=) love my tickling BESTIE!

and hx! rmb it's how long u take! i'm always still here!

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anyway! today went back sch for mass dance! it's like dancing non stop! revision and learning new dance! then went to chill with council matess! talked to meifen quite alot over lunch time=) and i'm glad she's almost there! visited joel's house and went orchard to chill and spend joel's $50! he decided not to buy happiness and buy headphone! =) but he seems to be really happy so he have bought happiness in another form! so congrats! HAHAAHA!
yupp, council retreat still in progress but it promises to be really great!

i love my council=)

rained @ 1:44 AM

today went ushering for band concert! did ticketing=) yupp then we went to lay down at the track=) had talk with carol=) think we grew closer recently..
aaron came! we talked about council retreat! so exciting! cant wait to go into planning on monday! =)
the rest came too and we just lie on the track! seeing the clouds float past and the different shapes it forms! pretty STARS too! beautiful creation of god=) i love lying on our school track! feels really great and no stress! yup!
then we went to mCdonald's for supper=) hahhaa! HOT FUDGE! =)
love our council loadss! so homely and the ppl inside rocks! things promise to be fun with them around=) thanks god for bringing this great bunch of people into my life!

rained @ 12:45 AM

went back sch in morn for dsa camp briefing then had lunch at coffee club with xt,wk,carol,shaik,kengmun:)

haha. then after i slept whole afternoon away, did some orientation stuff then went to view house! it's not bad lah! got swimming pool and bbq pit! HAHAA! can pester da jie to rent bbq pit for me next time le:) yea, god pls bless my sis that she'll be able to get the house at desired price and that you'll provide them with the finance to pay the remaning loans:)

rained @ 11:07 PM

=)))) so happy my lord! i LOVE TANYULIN!! :) she just shared with me so many people who are salvaged! and it's great joy to know! i feel happy for these people! their life is going to change. their life is going to be different! they are going to feel the love that all believers experience! the greatest love in this world! and i feel so happy for them!

tanyulin! you've been such a great friend! bringing me to church and sharing with me so much so much! i know we're close coz of god! and i thank HIM for bringing you into my life! really! :) let's work hard to bring more to know HIM! one by one!:)

rained @ 12:42 PM

yest i had a great talk with gor. it's like he's leaving for mission trip and straight after that NS. before i knew god i dint have a chance like that to walk into his heart to understand exactly how he feels. now i can and i'm so glad god u came into my life. just the thought of how my life would still be the same and how it changed after i know you make me so happy and even cry tears of joy! i'm glad u came in!

i anticipate the 3 promises u gave my brother. i anticipate how u would perform miracles to manifest your greatness! i cant wait. my brother says when god gives promises it's like really exciting! coz of the anticipation and how things that seems impossible would just turn out true because u promised so:)

i pray for my brother. i know NS is going to be tough. but i know that with you around providing him the strength, nothing is impossible for him! i anticipate how my brother would be shaped after his mission trip and after NS! i'm gonna miss him loads. in the past maybe i wont miss him that much, but now i really do. but i know that god u'll bond us close tgt though we may be far apart! please use him to manifest ur greatness during the mission trip! i'm really glad u brought me to you and i know i'm in this family for a purpose. i thank you for you gave me true brothers and sisters so i am not alone!

:):):):) i worship you my lord! u've done so much for me to show ur love for me! i'm really so touched! please allow me to show my love for you. i know the hospice programme is such a chance! lord i wanna shout out how much I LOVE YOU!! you are the greatest love in this whole wide world! the greatest love one can ever have!!! :):)

rained @ 11:46 AM

yest! met seagull! hahhaa. we're like the only pltc patrol with ongoing outings. HAHA! we met at vivo. i finally met meryl after so long! she's so thin now=) i had a GREAT time catching up with her! it's like something she tell me now i could understand but i wont in the past. i would judge. sorry for that meryl. i must learn not to judge ppl. sometimes it's not ppl's fault and we dun understand their reason behind doing it, therefore we judge. and it's really bad coz we dunno yet we judge. it's sth we must all learn.. if everyone dun judge others, this world will really become a much better world!

yep, anyway, i had a fun time with them. thnx hz for the belated bday present. and ry the best present for me is for everyone around me to know about my god..

meryl tot me something yest and i thank her for that. sorry girl for the lack of concern. find back laughter kaes? i love you girl! i miss silly mer who laugh hard at every single thing! HAHAHA! those were the best days indeed=)

the 3 guys are pretty much the same=) rmb our pltc was like super funny lah! silly songs and presentation and our funny orienteering and the casualties and stealing of food! HAHA!

went to kbox and had fun with seagull! zihigh-ing! and mrs fruit supports her son mr dragonfly with 16K per month. so he can eat $200 per meal. so he was eating $20 meal! so thrifty=) HAHA! qing lin dian shui! and yi fu qing lin! damn funnny=)


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today! cip with 1406! went to Boys brigade headquarter to pack goodies for the elderlies! was quite okie lah=) yea, hahaha! trained muscles moving heavy bagss! haven seen 1406 for so long! ronald brought his twins and TGE friends along! hahaha!

please visit http://www.thegreatescape-gotmana.blogspot.com/ to look at shirts! it come it many different colours! 3 for $10! hahaha! just kidding! it's new brand! $15 only! grab urs today!

hahaha! free advertisement for you okie ronald! be glad=) i found out all of them never buy from him lah! i tot everyone bought then i paiseh reject! hahahah! but everyone was not paiseh! hahaha! reject him-__-

TGE suppose to be their brand the great escape. ernest they all say it stands for the great evacuation whenever i sing! HAHAAA-_-

yea, i helped chormin style her hair! the great stylist= ME! HHAHAHA! inspired by caroline.

we have to go rounds collecting stuff to pack for them. 1 packet can last the elderlies 5 months lah.. they'll be given 2 packets.

lunch time we were stuffing mingwei with rice! HAHAA! :)

then we went to kfc to eat aft that! before we all went home! christmas party on the 19th=) the scholars liubo gordo jx and christ not here today! rmb full attendance for christ party:):)

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tml! homework day! jia you ah xiuuuuu!

to all my friends: smile in all difficulties. there's no problem without solution coz god will not abandon us. optimism will bring us through all odds:)

rained @ 1:50 AM

yest was TJC grad night THE PERFECT CADENCE! well done CAROL and TEAM! :) though there were some prob, god is always there for us. providing us with solutions and blessing us with comfort. how great is my god. and all of us felt it! really felt so great when i talked to carol and steph at the track this morning! really felt so LOVED by HIM! and he really provides finance for us. somehow. always focus on fellowship and money will come at the last.

:) yea, so perfect cadence ended. i really enjoyed myself the whole time!

in the morn went airport to send pig xhui may off! will miss them! have fun girlssss:) took picss! hahaha! aft sending off pig xhui and may, we went steph's house to collect things and to do cards for our seniors:) steph's house is so homely and messy too!:)
then we took a cab down to Teejaye and bought flowers for carol.. then we helped move things up the car. the cavinolva cant be fit in so some of us waited for carol's godpa to come with his van:) i think having a godpa is so great. i cant wait to be the godmother of ur child carmen:) like can go find your godparents for shelter in times of trouble and to care for the child like their own. then the children can be really good friends:) go sparklight tgt! how GREAT!

yup, then we unloaded the stuff and did prep for grad night. the buy band was doubting if we could fit the set la.. yup then had last min prep then ppl start coming in le. had a hard time trying to push them in coz they kept cam-whoring! had some prob with tables. everyone was so heated up. then i told steph and said to her "let's go and pray" so we went to a corner and prayed. and when we came back, the ppl who were so agitated just now became so calm and understanding. and we knew our god was at work.

steph told me if carol was to fluster, ppl would just shoot her down. and i learnt a lesson from carol:) coz i tend to fluster. i must learn to stay calm and believe god will solve my difficulty no matter what and allow me to learn and grow in the process.

then they had dinner and performance. the pageant was really great great great! i think the seniors really made the pageant successful coz they dare to perform! :) the comm great planning of coz. so the mr and miss perfect cadence 2006 are DON and ELKE:) i saw the ubertuare approach them at the end of grad night!

then we packed our stuff and left for school! took pics with some seniors:) gonna miss my direct senior MR KENNETH STEPHEN WILSON lah! he's such a great guy and taught me so much! yea, on our way back to sch, carol gave her speech. THANK you scta! u all did soooo much for us! miss norsheha for losing ur voice. and those who spoke to the j2 and mr liu who kept presenting lucky draw:)

yea, then we reached sch. had mini party! mr chong was accompanying us before we get out of sch! thank you mr chong! yea, so 2am steph and i went to the track to lie down and talk! the sky was really beautiful!!!! carol joined us and we talked about our night! and when we shared about how god always helped us when we pray, it was truly amazing! like when carol was worrying if relationship or money more impt, she decided relationship coz money god will provide somehow. and like the money that was a prob no longer was! solved like that night. how great is my god!

then we went out of sch. going to saim pang. then steph and i were walking behind and talking! we talked alot about our spiritual life. got to know a lil better about catholic. but i think we both shared the same view which is no matter which religion is true or fake, there really is no point quarreling over it. i dun think that's what god wants. to see his child quarreling over which religion is true or fake. i believe as long as we believe in HIM, he'll bless us!

steph told me about her doubting god and the 2 kids who gave her the answer, i was so shook. i wanted to cry too. it's like feeling so heavy yet light inside! i think i know how it feels. the feeling of being touched by god. it's all these that makes me so so so sure that my god is real.. i really had a great talk with steph! she made the night so special!

then we went to playground! steph and i started playing! when i got off the swing, it broke! how lucky was I! not to get injured! and then we played see saw! hahaha! great memories from the council chalet night! we couldnt fly up really high! the changi beach see saw is more fun! but steph's company was the more impt one! then we went up the monkey bar! hahaha! and we both fear the pole! :)

yea, then we met the rest who went off 1st at the bedok market for supper. yea! then aft that we left for nabil's house! played chain saw and the car game then slept at his sofa! thnx for hosting us nabil:) 1st time i spent the night like that walking on the street. and it's really great! esp being able to spend it with my council:) and steph!!

this morn came home slept till 5pm! okie, gtg call carmen and share my story and hear the things yew kuan wanna share with me! TATAAA!

lord i love you in all that i do!

rained @ 5:43 PM

i went to crash may's chalet yest coz pig's tip chalet was cancelled! HAHAHA!
had fun though not my own class chalet! i miss 1406!!!!!!!!!!
may's sis and her bf came to bbq! hahaha.
yea, 1306 favourite past time is to emo tgt! HAHAA!
then was zi highing the whole time..
had pillow fight with yulin and i think can lose weight man!
should introduce pillow fighting as a cca! hahahaa..
yea, made friends and heard stories with their class guys!
alot leaving tml for taiwan and chinaaa! BON VOYAGEEE!

gonna miss you all! MAY PIG XHUI BLAAAA...

tml is TEEJAYE grad night! Perfect Cadence!
Carol and the team! all your hard work will all pay off:)
SENIORS! Time to reward yourself! Let your hairs down AND HAVE FUN!!

rained @ 1:24 AM

hey all!! yest i went audition with er jie! was quite fun since i haven been in touch with performance for so long! and i'm IN for the group:) it's so cool to be able to be in touch with what i love best in pri sch and to learn all about performing from dance to song to acting to back stage! yea, and i'm bringing May in since she's pretty interested! hahaha! hope she can come in tgt in january since she got JIN JU backgroud!:)then like provides platform for us to keep in touch after graduation!

met gundy and her sister(paintist) + her bf! hhahaa! i rmb when i was in p5 or 6 i went to their house and saw her sister's painting.. i asked her "are you a paintist" and i was laughed at.. from then on i know it's called painter NOT paintist.. what a lesson! coz i'm still being laughed at after so many years-__-

yea! so as er jie and i cannot stand the steam boat place which is so stuffy and smelly. we went to shop at icon! hahaa! i dint know about icon lah! i think i m some ulu mountain.. coz i tot i was the 1st to know but everyone seems to know it-__- yea, then after that went to eat dessert at ah chew! if u all haven been there! let me bring u there next time!:) hahahha! saw gas haus and brings back lotsa horrible memory!

after that, er jia and gundy wanna go to some pub for drink. they wanted to bring me but i went home coz i'm underage and all their friends. so i go home do my calender. hahaa!

i saw huishuang:))) haven seen her for so long! she's pretty much the same.working now and attending church=) she's doing volunteery work which is so meaningful! i'm so glad she's child of god:)

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today. went back sch for leo club dec street camp meeting. sounds quite fun! 1 leo to 1 child policy! then made some new friends and heard their interesting yun nan ocip story! i wanna go too! but if i've went i would have miss CHENG HOLEEE and the great bunch of ppl:):) next time if i have a chance.... I'LL GO! we folded cranes too! 2 cranes for 1 bowl of rice for the poor kids. very meaningful:)

yea, then met may lee and paya labar! hahaha! i wanted to hide and scare her but she found me! I MISS HER man!! haven seen her for so long! hahaha!! went to collect her lenses then walked around spore post! though spore post is so small.. i spend like almost 6 hours with her there:):) i love my JC BEST FRIEND! and spore post makes me think of my beloved JAPPIES!

we talked and caught up with each other's life. shopped around and made the accesories auntie very happy coz we spend a total of $38 at her shop. but the accesories are really pretty.. bought 2 for myself! pretty bracelet and beary necklace:) yea, may bought lots for welcome and farewell gift to her taiwan friends:)

we also discussed proposal and came out with a few new good ideas! esp our truth or dare! i think we're smart! HAHAHA! yea, then also went this fashion to try clothes. then went to fair price to buy tuna! hahaha.. pretty wierd but was really yummy tuna:)) then we cam whored! hahaa! i can take pretty pics with my long hand! May cant coz of her _____ hand!! FILL IN THE BLANK. HAHAHA!

yea! and our chalet both on the 4th! :) so u better pack ur things fast so we can go tgt and i can crash ur chalet! and we can talk crap with ur friends and my friends! perfect picture.. THINK! hahaha! :) yea, i love MAY LEE! she makes my JC life much more fun, interesting and ju sang! and having her in committee is always the best! it's our 4th outing girl:) MORE MORE MORE MORE!


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this year's christmas will be so so so meaningful for me. in fact every christmas from this year onwards. christmas carols are no longer just nice songs. the words bear meaning. that jesus christ died for us and rose again! i'm so glad:)

LORD!
i thank you for all that you've done for me
i thank you for leading me and guiding me
i thank you for the strength and support and angels throughout this whole period
i thank you for letting me know more about you
i thank you for the miracles you let me see
i thank you for touching my heart and i surrender to your greatness
i thank you for answering my prayer
i thank you for comforting my confused heart
i thank you for EVERYTHING you've put into my life
i thank you for loving me and dying for me
i thank you LORD i thank you and i cant stop praising you and telling the world about you
i thank you LORD for making me an instrument to tell the rest about you!!

Please take control of my life to fulfil your purpose for me!
LORD i cant believe how crazily i am in love with you though you are so high above and i am just here. whenever i take 1 step u would take 2 steps to get closer to me:)

I LOVE YOU MY LORD! I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS TO COME! IT'S A DAY OF WORSHIPPING AND THANKGIVING!!:):)

rained @ 9:08 PM