today started off with pe. i was kindda sad at myself for feeling angry at mr. goh. coz he has his reason for doing things which i understood after that. but i just felt sad with myself for judging him. i told yulin after that and i randomly flipped to a page in the daily bread and it said sth like dun let anger warth you. overcome good with evil=) and i felt my god was telling me sth.

then after sch went to bedok. talked and caught up with carol abt her life. continue to stay happy my girl! then i had ice cream with steph at macs. thanks girl for listening. it's been on my mind for these few days and i yearned for an answer. i know u'll never be able to tell me the exact answer. no one can except HIM. but i'm just so glad u listened and shared. dun worry i dun feel burdened coz of the diff answers but instead u really lightened my heart. i seriously love you girl. for the advices honesty and the listening ear. and i know HE loves both of us=) i know HE does.

carmen tong. i got so much to tell u i cant wait to meet u RIGHT NOW! =(

rained @ 9:13 PM

2007 is such a busy busy busy year! but i'm glad it's consistent from now and not going to be last minute when A levels is coming.

yest we had cranes to grains! shared much with best friend. haha! then went to give out fliers with 1406! did block with mw and ron. saw lotsa houses with cross. then was exco dinner! it's such a wonderful meeting! we've grown and knew each other so much throughout the past months. we've grown so much closer and i'm just so glad i have them in exco truly. meetings yest was so funny and couldnt stop laughing! MYLL! we will win the war! bla bla.. hahhaa:) i'm so glad god allowed steph to be my president. i believe it's part of HIS plan to allow me to learn more abt love leadership and abt HIM:)

yea, and all in 30th that allowed me to grow so much as a person and as a leader. leadership is not in the power of position but in the power of influence..

to all having tough time now. god holds u in HIS hands. turn to HIM for solutions for comfort for love. HE never fails us. we just have to place our faith in HIM. HE may not give u immediate solutions but trust HIM. HE either says "yes!" "wait!" or " i have better plan for you!"

the god that walked me through my yesterdays will walk me through my today and all my tomorrows. everyday we wake up being able to breathe, walk and spend 1 more day with our loved ones. these are not a must. it's a grace from god. a gift from HIM. love from HIM to us.

rmb, when u are prosecuted, u are not crushed. HE still holds u in HIS hands. so be strong all u guys! and let HIM take over your life. HE will make a difference to ur life. coz HE did that to mine:) GOD loves u guys and so do i!

i pray for my friends lord that u may be beside them to hold their hands, in front of them to show them the way and above them to shield them from all evil. that when they are confused they will turn to you for comfort and solution and that they will find blessings in you! amen.

today scip voting! all the best guys! may ur journey be filled with love and hold each other's hand, support each other and finish the race together! :) relationships with others is the most impt! i'm glad that new leaders are coming forth to share the experience but at the same time sad coz our council journey is ending soon.. but i know God has the best plan for me. so i'll trust HIM in HIS great plan!:)

rained @ 12:13 AM

Haven blogged for so long! sch has reopened! :) YEAY! orientation was great! Bond 007--- Licensed to thrill! i'm so glad to hear people tell me that they enjoy o night and they enjoyed the orientation:) our hard work paid off! and i realize i love TJ even more! so proud that god put me here and blessed me with everything i have over here. council, 1406 friendship, love! it's true when steph told me TJ is spiritual:) god's presence is strong here! i love TEEJAYE! hope our juniors will feel the same love i have for TJ too:)

i realized god's presence has become part of my life already. when i first started out as a christian, i reminded myself that i must praise god. but as i slowly walk closer to HIM, he just pop into my mind automatically when i'm good and when i'm bad. HE's always there! without morning prayer, the day just dun seem right. i need HIM there to bless me throughout my day! HE has become a good friend and a lover of mine! i LOVE god!

i miss carmen tong! sch has reopened and we haven talked about our life or the past few weeks! i'm so glad i always have carmen there to share my spiritual life! :)
gor too! he's in army doing great i know! :) i miss having him at home everyday so i could just go to him anytime and tell him about my day and how god came in to make everything right again!

life has been great so far! though busy catching up with my sch work! i'm still blessed with lotsa happiness and love! and i wanna share this love that god has given me to all around me:) I LOVE YOU ALL, MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!:)

rained @ 9:43 PM