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Thursday, January 31, 2008

financial statement! i totally missed out that part for my application. now its pass deadline and it will affect 3 uni application. God. i really need you to do some miracles for me man. let there be some grace period or exception. you know my desire and i know you will see me through this. PRAY PRAY PRAY!

i am suppose to write a setback i faced, how i resolve it and how it affected my life. HMM. it seems like i dont have much setback in life except for my faith. so what am I suppose to write?

it's just so tedious!!! i can never make it through w/out jesus man.

rained @ 2:44 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

i feel random and i felt like taking pics with the poor stuff toys on my bed which are thrown down of bed every night..

And i think i do look good in moustach. HAHAA

no you dont think so?

oh u think so?

Visited ah ma in hospital. poor thing. 11 pills and she looked miserable swallowing them. and so many bruises on her hands. thank God she's Okay and getting out of hospital soon..

rained @ 10:25 PM

past week has been working at purecatalyst and xiyan. like 9am till 1am everyday. so i'm quite tired.. but still ok lah. not complaining. i rather be busy than stay at home and do nth.. met ping bekah and hx to celebrate Fishball's bday. at clarke quay billy combers beside the river :) so it's good catching up session since i haven met this girls since promm? Yea, also ate samy's curry with my family.. waa indian meal super spicy. had chingay meetings.. Yup, also had cycling session with cell on shiming's bday. my butt wass super pain after that. met butties for ice cream chef too.. other than that just kept working.. Today got a breakk from nick! good lah. can watch online service and go watch cheerleading later woo hoo! :) TATA everyoneee!

rained @ 3:51 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Be patient in God's timing. Stay focus. Love with all your heart. Be slow to anger fast to forgive. Do your best in all the task God give you. Do not be distracted by the things that Satan planted to stop you.
LORD I walk this walk with you alone. Forever and ever...

rained @ 5:17 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

i'm reading entries i wrote 1 yr back....

pastor rony then said, ur family may be taoist or buddhist all ur life. and accepting JESUS as ur savior would bring u criticism and being condemed by ur family members. but when LORD wants to do sth, nth can stop HIM. HE has to begin with somebody in the family. and i'm the somebody. soon there will be this chained reaction and everyone in my family will be salvaged!:)

and many other entries.. I was so on super hot fire for the Lord. Dont let the joy of salvation ever leave me Lord. that i want to rmb ur grace and mercy all days of my life. and I want to rmb how different my life has been before and after I know u. it's not like what I am experiencing now is anything surprising. it's just more intense. but my rock of faith is stronger so the pressure i feel now is acty similar to that i feel in the past. if i have gone thru persecutions before and survived till now. no reason why i go thru what i am facing now. If God brings me to it, He will bring me thru it :)

and i dont want to give up going to church. i dont want to go thru how I felt months ago..

god god god! please come and take over my life! i know i am weak and i am nothing without you! claire, can we start some bible studies? i need to hear god's words more frequently than what i'm doing now. i need to fellowship more! now i know how it's like to lose that connection with a church. i'll start to sink into the worldly tempo when all i want to do in my lifetime is to do meaningful stuff for god.

No more repetition of the above in my life again!

And things may seem bleak now but God's will for us will never be where His grace will not follow us. All things will turn out great. no more crying! Just peace and joy and lots and lots of assurance from GOD :) I Love You my Heavenly Father!

rained @ 4:40 PM

today i met up with 2 of my very good guy friends who are going to army really soon..
ongjunxiang and ronaldkoh.

met junxiang and wenbin in the afternoon. went to wenbin's house to play wii! as usual, junxiang never fails to tickle and disturb me. wii is quite good coz it really allows u to move ur lazy body and do some work out! i have the fitness of a 79 yrs old. the best u can get is 80 yrs old. so i'm almost perfect :) HAHAHA! i had fun but Yea, I dun like it when things affect my mood. luckily rest of day became good again. left wenbin's house. the 2 guys are meeting their OSOS for dinner. and i went to TM to meet ronald. when junxiang left for MRT, i was feeling so sadddd lah!

Yea, then ronald and i had dinner at billy bombers. we caught up on each other's life :) BFF never fails to give good advice and makes me feel good. Thanks so much for that. then played arcade where both of us are so damn noob with spotting things. i'm glad u like my card man. it's the best i could give lah! :) haha! i know u really dont feel like going in, but come on! it's going to be fun! so just enjoy ur 2 yrs stay!

i'm going to miss rambling and fooling around with u mr ong! and i'm going to miss sharing probs and hanging out with u mr koh! so both of u! take good care in thereeee! Thank God for these 2 platonic friendship u gave me. I pray that they will be safe in there and that they will do great. now that I have 2 very good bro in christ of mine in army, I just pray that whatever obstacles that might come in future, I just have to be stronger, depend less on others and hear more from u GOD...

rained @ 2:05 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008

yest had chingay training @ republic poly once again. woke up super early. but i love the morning breeze and all! the day seems long when u start it off early. the atmosphere was much better this time. i'm the lucky 10 as usher sic :) Chingay is just going to be so good! few more trainings before real event!

Then after chingay. took train with weilin as we shared our week. but after she got off train, after that was episodes after episodes. but i was feeling firm and somehow i knew what to do. i'm glad everything turned out ok. i was so touched when da jie said no matter what happen, i must tell her and i can always go to her house. i was really so touched. as in maybe she may not endorse what i do but the support she gave for my decision was sufficient. thank you wayne for everything. for being the great leader and support God sent to me. thank you yulin for ur prayer. when i hugged u, i just couldnt contain my emotion anymore. thank you da jie and qian jun for coming down and for being there for me always. thank God for the families u gave me. both my real family and my spiritual family. thank you rest for prayer and concern. had dinner with gundy da jie and er jie after that. then went home.. i just hope things will fall in place really soon. i know it will. i have faith in the GOD that i cant see but i know is always there. i know ur promises so true and i know all things will turn out great :)

Thank you GOD. you're the reason i smile and feel happy even though the circumstance may not be good. i rmb what nick the man with no limbs once said : there may be no joy in my circumstance but surely i know there's joy in the purpose of my circumstance. so thank GOD for that.

Today 1st lesson for Gao lao shi's lesson after a long break. so glad i still have the platform to pursue my love for chinese drama and arts. Yea, we watched video on the history of xiang sheng and also watched a xiang sheng. next week onwards it's time for us to practise our own performances. Yea, went chalet after that. but only my family was there. everyone left coz all the kids have school tml. HAHA feels wierd i'm no longer in sch. but yea, watched italian job and had fun eating!

i'm temporary out of job for a week. but it's good in the sense that I can meet up some guy friends before they go army and finally time for my girl friends whom i neglect coz of my busy schedule :) YUPP!

rained @ 12:45 AM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

chiong-ed my illinois application yest till 4am. only slept 3 hours coz needed to go work this morning. couldnt opened my eye in the morning and all i see was blur. thought i became blind or sth. HAHA. but finally i handed in. This huixian! missed her stanford deadline. haiyoyo! it's ok lah! u'll get into berkeley or michigan so no worries! :)

Yea, today work was a lil slack. just did call backs, filing and talking.. talk and talk.. HAHA Then shihui and I left at around 2pm for our shopping trip! WOO HOO! she introduced me to great shopping places. Yea, so i spent around $50 today on shopping! 2 tops, 1 cardigan and 1pair of slippers. HAHA. bad bad. i haven even got my salary. but i cant help it! the word 'SALES!' is everywhere.. so tempting. I still wanna get shoess and more shirtss! wardrobe makeover. Yea, so shihui is a great shopping partner and she's so funny! Hey Zebra! 'MA LU HU RU KOU' :) HAHAHA!

Yea! Tml's suntec mass dance! and sat's service and o night! HHAHA. 1406! we're all going O night RIGHHHTT??? :D HAHAHA

rained @ 8:54 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY 2008 :)

Yest had thanksgiving. met up with yulin to buy jessalyn's present and wayne's thanksgiving gift materials. then went over to wayne's house. blew balloons and decorated the house while others practise for their surprise!

So the night was GREAT!! The theme was Hat! we played loving neighbours game. then we had the surprise performances. We had Dance performance by Peng, Derrick, Charmaine, Shu en... haha 3 hours practice and I present to you E406 dance team!

then we also had the drama team who practised for 5 hour. the skit was hilarious lah! They act out the scenes that are typical of ppl in our cell group.. Shiming and her oh my tian, Derrick and his act cute poses and emo-ness, lilonel and his moo ah moo, Ching feng and how scared he is of balloons... HAHA the most funny must be Yiling burnt her hair during Christmas candle lighting!! WAHAHHA i really think it's very funny girl. and how Wayne bullied lionel, waking up in the middle of the night and placing the air con remote control in the refrigerator.. Though my cell group members are sooo wierd, I LOVE them all so much :)

Then we had testimony sharing. God has been good to every single one of us in E406 this 2007. And i thank Him for placing me in TJC, for all the friends I met, for church, for E406, for what He is doing for my family.. Yea, then we had price giving ceremony!! :) it was very sweet lah! the prizes are very corny. Like for 'Hey Gorgeous Award' lionel got a stalk of vegetables coz it's like xiao cao.. then 'Doraemon Award' is acty for the most helpful person in cell. coz doraemon shen chu yuan shou. then the prize is clapper. i got the Breakthrough Courage award and it's a hammer for me to Breakthrough! HAHA.

Then we had more surprises. The cake with all our faces!! :)

YEA! that's not all! Wayne gave us a card with our pic and E406 living out loud as well as 'As one' stickers :) Yea, and yulin did a montage on E406 journey in 2007! Oh my i just realize i belong to E406 and 1406! both are 406! coool. ok anyway. We gave Wayne his thanksgiving Gift too. Then we cam whored a lil and finally our dinnnerr :))) I was starving! HAHA!

My family E406! :)

I really love the disneys cap! esp the Goofy one. and Peng's cap is retarded! HAHAA! the front row alfred hair! And i was Miss Xu Chun Mei for the night! Yea, then we played double wacko! and then we had our countdownn! :) HAPPY 2008! I'm anticipating for the Greater things GOD is going to do in my lifee this Year! LOVESS <33

rained @ 9:56 PM