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Saturday, May 31, 2008

tue i went to val's GRAD! and we had lotsa funn!! then i went to be weilin's DRAMATIC model for her make up exam! HAHA! and with my chicken head and exaggerating make up! i went for prayer meeting and karaoke in that! HAHA! so Over! and i saw cheryl! she must think i am some crazy shit who turned into a wild girl overnight! HAHA! the karaoke was a CRAZY session! Yingxiuu demonstrated her zi-high skills once again! Yingxiuu u have to be more Sophisticated u know? HUH shinyi what's that? HAHAA!

And i think i was terrorizing Shinyi the whole Day! i am a pest of urs baobei! HAHA i kept taking photos of her with the one who tried to woo her and her crush KEN! HAHAHA! i hope she or her boyfren dun find their way to my blog! i will DIE! HAHAHA! not forgetting.. SMACK THAT! :D

wed. Yea, also went on GenX campus tour round NUS! made some new friends. met seniors. they're very nice and it's a useful session! showed me library. all the secret corners in sch, popular lifts, book stores, canteen.... YEA i am so excited to start SCHOOL!!! :)

thurs. in the morning. i finally popped the ques to mum and dad. well. all the answers i surrender it unto YOU Lord! and Thank You God for Gor came back. not by coincidence. it's a thurs. how often does he book out so early on a thurs somemore. And Thank God for all that he encouraged me with after tt. LORD. i want to be not just a hearer but a doer of your Word.

Yea, then met up with huixian and momo to watch made of honor. it's a nice show. abt 2 best frens. when the girl getting married, the guy realized he loves the girl and he's fighting to win her back! :) and we caught up a lil. helped momo with what to write in appeal. and then right after tt she msg-ed me! she got accepted in NIE! WOW! so happy for her! God you are Gooddd! :) Thanks God. and the night before i was helping taaa with her finding of uni as well.

Then met yulin after tt and cried out to my dear girl :) love u! and helped fold hearts for the camp.

Yest! i failed my FTT! so sad lah! it's so difficult! now gonna wait till aug!!! LONG WAITTTTTT!! but dearest karkoon gave me the secret formula! HAHA! so i will pass the next test. yes i will. plus got etrial this time. but haha i enjoyed studying for it till 4am. and after studying. i realize my driving really improved. coz using knee movement to controll clutch is so much easier. yest i drove few rounds without stopping! he dint stop me coz i was doing quite Ok. think i was improving! HAHAHA! 1st round was still very lousy but 2nd round onwards! woo hoo~ i ROCK! HAHA :) see yingxiu can drive loh! but when near the end of lesson! gosh. i dunnno what i did but the whole car shook like madd!! jerking and jerking! He shouted at me to step on the clutch but i was so kan chiong i stepped at the accelerator and it jerked even harder. it took me a while to register what he was saying and i stepped on the clutch before it stopped jerking! HAHA!

then night was meeting with emceees for NYEC! saw baobei and val once again! gonna miss them lah! i see them daily for so long le! and we girls were super noisy. xiangting, may, 2 claireS, Banana! and val told me the sad TRUTH abt *cough cough!* HAHAHA! i was really a lil sad lahhh! oohh well! i think it's quite funny. Sophisticated huh! HAHA!

oohh! and the story of shinyi being called Claire. everyone that showed interest to work in xiyan all pangseh. So Claire Neo who promised not to pangseh, pangseh as well. HAHA but i told Ernest very confidently! CLAIRE WILL NOT PANG SEH! hahaha! so when Shinyi and Valerine wanted to work at xiyan, i pleaded with Shinyi to call herself Claire so i could answer to Ernest. Shinyi's reaction to the name was "EEYER Claire? i dun want to be called Claire. it's such a horrible name." and after that i was messaging her in the afternoon to provide her details of liz, Shinyi went " Claire is a nice name!" and from then on she introduces herself to everyone as CLAIRE!

It's Super Funny! what a fickle minded woman and i cant believe she's so into the name she's really adopting it as her real name!!

HAHA! Yea today NDP training! :) i like my group R3 and group 1 leader. but i still love the Chingay experience better! I was really bonded to both exco, Sics and group leaders. and today ariana and i learnt the apple-on-a-stick-makes-me-sick thing and we kept doing!! HAHAHA super fun! and for fundraising we're going to do carwash! Coool Sia! :)

Yea, tml finally meeting ONG JUN XIANGG~ poor soul confined for 2 weeks and last outing we also dint get to talk much!! so hopefully tml will be a great session!

What a long entry! LORD! Thank You for everything I have in life. for all your provisions...for every single breath that I take in... for the chance to live again.. LORD!! show me in your ways. as i go into 21 days of prayer! Work in ways i cannot see. Teach me what I need to do that is according to ur plan. Faith and fear cannot work together. So Take away all my fears and fill it with ur love. Perfect love drives out all fears. I pray that the power of my prayers will bring all friends and family to salvation. Allow me to trust u with my life. live in LOVE. HOPE. FAITH! YOUR DNA! and serve like Jesus did. LORD oh LORD! u are my guide.. Lead me on forever and ever.

rained @ 8:38 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.

how true.. with all the applications for uni, work going on, it's easy to be easily distracted by all these worldly stuff. but take them all away. when we're all poor, homeless and all alone. we realize God is all we ever needed. today went for moe medical check up and then went to red cross to donate money to the myanmar and china victims. i really hope the money goes into useful means which would benefit them.. Lord. pls bless tt my money would reach them. Though the disasters were painful but God your love prevails among them.

Yest i heard the story of how a mother protected the baby between her stomach and leg during the earthquake. in the end the mother died but the baby managed to live. and they found a sms on the mother's handphone saying. "Child, if you are still alive. you must rmb that I Love You." What great love it is to lay down ur life for love of others. like how Jesus died on the cross for me. God is Love. Thank You for being that love that never fails :) where and what would i be if u had not done what u did for me on the cross.

Yest! i squeezed myself onto gor's gor's bed and we talked all the way till 4 plus 5am :) revealed our 'dirty little secrets'! HAHA! it was such a nice session! i love my Brotherr so much! :) now i have to defer my marriage by a year! Boo hoo :(

Yea, last fri went for mardi gras. it was a nice get tgt with the council ppl! everyone was so nicely dressed up! and i saw beloved Ms Tan in a poker attire. super funny!

Yea so congratulations 31st for the job well done!! :)

Sat 1st Ndp meeting! it was good! HAHA we played alot of ice breaking! and we really broke the ice! and thought of cheers too! R3!! :) YEAY! Love it~ and taaa and yaoxing performed para para it was quite entertaining! taaa and her bimbotic cheer which ended off with ' where shld i get my hello kitty underwear! ' HAHA super cute lah she. after that went to eat with the group 1 leaders :) it was a nice session! good food good company. then yongliang, ariana and i took bus tgt. i was sleeping all the way lah! then had meeting at ci yuan. HAHA most of the time it was irrelevant to me. but i feel bad lah coz need to pangseh them for ndp. Yea but i heard peisen's love story! but i still dun believe r/s that begins only after 1 day.

so tml is valnana's grad and for karaoke.... my *cough cough* will be there! HAHAHA! :) i am so excited! woo hoo~ Yea. so till then all my friends do cheer up over the applications. i do believe God has a great plan for all our lives. where He choose to put us and who He wants us to meet this lifetime. He had it all planned out alrdy! but we have to listen to Him for directions..

rained @ 11:50 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Yea.. Last sunday went night safari with huixian to celebrate her bday! it was a fun fun fun trip! though we dint catch a tram. it was fun even on foot. Saw lotsa animals, had our bday celebration! was so funny! we had candle, spoon all on the spot! Yea.. and we are super terrified as we explore a new path. SO scary as if some animal will jump out any moment to devour us. then the bat and flying squirrel! SCARY Man! and last but not least LEAVES that kept felling from the tree or brushing against us to add to our fears. HAHA!

YUP! then vesak day met fay for a super good session and cell grp! i miss them. and then went to swim with da jie. Then past few days in CVSS. kept showing students video. then even went on geography field trip to labrador park. HAHA! and on my way back! GOSH! on the bus, i told students 30 mins non stop of lame JOKES! HAHAHAH! cant stand myself.

Yest I gave jody help for her Chi! and after that I had a chat with her :) my sis in Christ! i really enjoyed the session. Yea, and today is like my last day in CVSS! :( so sad lah!! i m so gonna miss my students, my fav sofa in staff lounge where I spent hours sleeping at while the other 2 are marking, my pillow where I lao nua alot on it! my desk and all the teachers I met! :) it has been a wonderful journey and I thank God for it. I learnt alot from the students. many have so much hurt they experience at home. I really hope to help them. And if not for this experience I would not have gotten my moe teaching award that successfully. So thank GOD for everything! and thank you jody and fiona for the presents! GOSH! i'll really miss my students. i dun take specific classes so basically i'll miss more ppl coz I know more of them.. SAD! i hope they rmb me coz i cant really rmb my relief teachers!!

Yup! this morn i popped the ques. the ans was a no. but what was sad was not the no but the trust that was no longer there. it takes time i know Lord. So i will wait and Trust in You! LORD it's difficult but i want to walk this walk with u forevermore. coz i know this is what will stay for eternity! and i know jesus suffered for my sake and so i too will suffer for HIS sake! I love u God!! I love my brother so much! Thank You GOD for bringing us into the same household! it must have been very difficult for him. but thanks for seeing us through. I offer you my praise LORD! bless us abundantly according to your plans for our family. Amen!!

rained @ 5:25 PM