Why does this examination battle feels soooooooooooooo extremely long!!
HANG............IN............ THERE.......... TAN......... YING............. XIU!!!!!!!!!!!
This platform serves as a good way for me to destress..
This song on repeat mode on youtube as I study the past few days. Cos the song is so super nice! But I can't seem to rmb the lyrics and catch the tune fully even though I listen to it countless time. And cos I could not stand waiting after the exams and finished reading the story on my phone (there's free app to download the story!) during my rest times. And cos I can't wait for dear's exams to finish to catch the movie together!!!
I would think that my own love story is also quite a memorable one. I guess those memories when we were still young is always bittersweet.. 1st taste at heartbreak and liking somebody.. as the author said 不圆满但很踏实的句点。But it's all the past memories and the journey of searching that makes me treasure my current relationship with zicheng even more. That is why I choose to watch this movie with him even though my fren said it's better to not watch with boyfren so we can reminisce the past. While the story focuses on their high sch relationship, it was the ending of seeing the girl married to the man whom she'll love and spend the rest of her life with that's the most impt. Because it completes the past, and we shld always move forward in search of our happiness and not live in the past. And those people we had memories with will always stay as good frens, as we cheer each other on towards our own happiness. I like the story cos it makes me feel that perhaps all the grudges that might still residue in my heart are truly gone this time round. Even if there might be change in the friendships or as we become frens who may no longer contact. They'll all become memories of my life and I know all these lost rs will reconcile in the eye of eternity. And I look back now and no longer feel unfair or sad, but just an indescribable feeling of memories and well wishes? That everything that happened is just all part of my own beautiful love story with the man of my life :)
Alright, enough of my thoughts. time to head back to the book! 3 more days, I Can Do This! (:
rained @ 1:35 AM
Friday, November 25, 2011
Whatever psychological disorders I learn, it's important to not diagnose for the sake of labeling and always remember to understand the context of the child. Each child is unique.
rained @ 11:37 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2011
The way to a friend's house is never long.
Thank you Sen Gareth! :) Came to my place just to pass me this.
Filled with warmth and encouragement for my exams :) especially the fact that you stay in choa chu kang!!
Jia you studying for exams too!! Let's ace the exams, for God!!
It's just 5 more days but motivation at an all time low! Come on Tan Yíñg Xiu! U can surely do this with the strength of God! Dear is right that it is the last 500m of my marathon.. But I m choosing to walk and slow down!! Cannot!! Time to run and end the race well.. Come on!!!
Can't wait for my exams to end and i think tt is a huge factor for my inertia! Just keep thinking abt my after exams plan! Move out of hall, apple of my eye, meet up w a few frens, spend the little time I have w dear and mummy before flying to Taiwan!! Finish up my Inflection before candlelight, and then Christmas and end of 2011! Year is coming to an end sooner than I imagine.
It has been a good year, though there's huge ups and huge downs. In half a year's time, I be in NIE, drawing a salary, very much like working. And there's burden in growing up.Managing my finances, saving up for my future, looking at marriage, my turn to take care of mummy and daddy. All is very new and somewhat intimidating. I still feel like a small girl sometimes, going to OG to buy my undergarments w mummy and having them pay for my meals and take care of all my needs.. But very soon I am going to enter a new season in my life, learning to be somebody else's wife, to be supporting my ailing parents. and I better be ready, like the ants who are always storing up.. before I m thrown off guard when all these happen.
I can think abt all this during my time alone in taiwan. For now, back to the books! Please bring me thru God. Cos I feel inconfident yet filled w lethargy. Give me strength to end off well!! It's just 5 more days!!! Be back soon to update, till then Jia you every soul who are struggling w exams! :) we can conquer it! :)
